Archive for Bringing Everything into Balance

Between The Desert and The Deep Blue Sea.

THE IMPOSSIBLE DREAM

 

2008/08/13   16:30

 

Nothing has ALWAYS been there.  But of “always” is said on page 51, the 3rd column the 8th word (this gives a 38 – the CH)

 

“3.  STILL,…, now, in any or every circumstance, anyway”.

And then on page 2020 of the Oxford Dictionaries, the 2nd column the LAST word in this column:

 

“Motionless, stationary, remaining in the same position; ..photograph”.

 

And the Balance between Origin and End is with the emphasis on End.  And the End of Everything will only leave behind something like a “photograph”.  And it will fade away to inevitably become something new again, a new Origin again.  As this Origin only exists because the End has faded.  And that is ALL!!

 

Like if the Polar Bear goes into extinction – something is lost, but something new is gained, something without the past and that is something different.  As what is something from the past, will be the faded End, so Origin comes from something that has faded to such extend it never existed.  So the NO-thingness comes then from a past of never existed, which is the rise of the “new” Origin.  Which in turn will turn out to be a faded End, or a non existence.

 

That is ORIGIN – THE FADED END CAUSE AN ORIGIN.

 

And this is the only way to understand “Origin”.  And the Faded End (like a faded photograph) giving birth to a new Origin, is coming together in the NO-thingness.

2008/08/13   16:38

 

26/08/08 or 08/08/08   13:18

 

The End before The Origin of Everything, was the “photograph” of nothing.  This ended as it faded and something had to come into origin, namely something.  And something was within nothing.  But then something faded into an End session again and therefore came to an End and a new Origin had to come into being, as something faded and something new had to be in Origin, it had to be something linked to something.  But it could not be something again – as something already faded in End and something new was to come into Origin now.  So the something Originated again and something’s inverses came into Origin.  And that is how duality was started inside nothing. 

But because something is surrounded by nothing, it is “inside” nothing and because it do not have an inverse counterpart, it could not become nothing again (which is not an option for duality).

 

So that is why the inverse of something came into being, by still being something – as it was the only thing that could come into being with an inverse where both the name (in this case, something) as its inverse, is called something.

So something had to become Everything in order for Everything to be something.

 

And for something and something’s inverse to be fulfilled (in order to reach End again), something eventually had to become Everything – which was the birth of the act of Creation.

 

And that is why Everything will also eventually reach End for another Origin to begin.

 

26/08/08 or 08/08/08 13:27 (And both the Beginning and End of The Impossible Dream have time a 13 hours or 1PM and a 9 or a 19.  But from the date we have that 8 + 8 + 8 = 24 or 2 + 4 = 6, which gives a 19/6 – the day I got shot on).

 

 

 

 

And the most Serious part of All written up to now, is between The Desert and The Deep Blue Sea.  And it is send out into this world on 17(8)/08/08.

 

Published on August 17, 2008 at 11:52 am

ORIGIN

Thoughts

 

This is the 16th Thought or Thoughts16.

 

05/08/2008 00:43AM

 

This Thought consists of 2 or II or Two Notes that was made in the Notebook earlier on tonight.  They are as follow:

 

First Note

 

04/08/2008 23:25

Of the word “origin” is said in the Oxford Dictionary on page 1385 or 1313 or 44.  And the word “origin” is the 2nd Last word on the page and the 2(c) – or 2(to) see(c) – part of the explanation says the following of it:

“A fixed point from which measurement or motion commence;  The point of intersection of the axis in Cartesian co-ordinates, or the pole in polar co-ordinates”.

 

But in Thoughts15 the point where it all comes together with the example of the pyramids again, the whole point is that the point where everything comes together is the “whole point”.  But this point, we have seen in Thoughts15 as well as in previous notes, that the explanation of the word “origin”, presumes that the point where it all comes together is the balance point, the point {0;0}.

 

So the origin will be found in the point that makes the “whole point” the point where everything comes together.

 

So if it was not for this point where everything comes together, there would not have been an origin – as origin comes down to the whole point.  This give that the state of mind of being in the world of opposites, is that origin and the whole point (the point where it ALL comes together) is one and the same.

 

So origin and “whole point” (where ALL comes together), has now been revealed where they are the same point in Cartesian Plane which make them the point {0;0} or Balance!

04/08/2008 23:40 or 11:40PM and 4/11 is Lore’s day and month of birth.

 

Ns.  Origin and point where everything comes together are both fixed points.  But the point where everything comes together – is according to Thoughts15 Part3 – the only fixed point of the “whole”.  As above the fixed point you get the same picture than the picture beneath the fixed point (by way of mirror image fixed as a square on the fixed point).

 

So this fixed point, which is both origin and point where everything comes together, makes them one and the same point to combine two opposites/inverses.

04/08/2008 23:53

 

Next Note for Thoughts16

 

05/08/2008 00:05AM

 

Of the word “whole” on page 2422 of the Oxford Dictionaries is said the following:

 

“II.  Complete Total.  1.  Having all its parts or elements;  having its complete or entire extent or magnitude”.

 

“II. 3a.  Not divided into parts or particles, undivided, entire.

II. 3b.  Of a number:  Denoting a complete undivided thing or set of such things; … ; not fractional”!

 

This is in the 1st column, the 1st word and Last word (or First and Last word) in this column on page 2422 in Oxford Dictionary.

 

But as the point that makes everything “whole” is the same point of origin – this implicate the only Truth about this point is that it is undivided, non fractional and not divided into any parts or particles.

 

This mean that even in the position where everything comes together, an action like mitoses is not part of the Truth, as the Truth is that the position where everything comes together is undivided and does not consist out of any parts or particles and is non fractional.  Not only does this include an action like mitoses, but it includes the theory about atoms as well that consist of particles called atoms and molecules – this Truth that was just shown now, does not consist of any kind of particles and it is explicitly mentioned!

 

So the “whole point” – the point where everything comes together is also where it ALL becomes a “whole”, without consisting out of particles – it is a totality of the point where it all comes together.

 

05/08/2008 00:13AM

 

So from these notes it is shown that the origin and the point where it all comes together, is the point of Truth, the only point of Truth/fixed point and this point is the same point for both “origin” and “whole point”.  The rest of the phenomena are merely part of the state of being of being in the world of opposites.  And this fixed point that carries both “origin” as well as the “whole point” cannot be related to either side of the inverses it carries.  But the inverses are miss/mess(leading) and is an illusion.  Further, this fixed point is in no category of being divided or fractional or partly or consist of particles.  This is mentioned explicitly.  

 

So Thoughts15 Part3 and Thoughts16, are linked to one another as the one carries the information that the other one needs to be “whole” – and

 

this goes for “both” thoughts – (as well).

 

And from 15 and 16 we get the 65 or 56 and a 11 where 65 the amount of dimensions is that ALL consist of and in which I can move around in all apparently.  But from the 6 and 5 combination we get 11 and from the 11 itself we get that both gives 11/11.  But from the End of the Notes, we get that it is 5/8 today and 5 + 8 = 13, but the minutes of the End time of the notes are 00:13, which gives a 13/13.  So we have an 11/11 and 13/13 and 11/13 combination is related to “Every cloud has got a silver/golden lining”.  But from the End minutes and the day and month together, we get 13/13 or 44.

This is the End of Thoughts16.

 

05/08/2008 01:25AM

Telepathic Signals from The Rose of Jericho/Jerusalem

Thoughts

 

This is the 15th Thought – Thoughts15

 

02/08/2008 13:43

This Thought contains several referrals to certain aspects being discussed in the Notebook. 

 

The First Part of Thoughts15

 

01/08/2008 11:53AM

Einstein was looking for the origin of everything by way of seeking a point of singularity.  But that is the whole point – as without that point, it cannot be whole.

01/08/2008 12:12PM

The point of singularity is a square.  Take the point where everything comes together on top of the Pyramids as example.  But if you put a mirror on that point, it should be a square one as the foundations of the Pyramids are square.  But with the mirror there in its most centre point on the point where everything comes together – or then the point of singularity, the same one as the “real” pyramids point of singularity, only the inverse way.

 

So what we have then in that point of singularity (as itself does not duplicate itself like the “cells” which make up the everything) is that it is the only point in the whole picture that is bringing together the “real” pyramid and the mirror image.  It makes the form of an hour glass.  So this is bringing together in their point of balance, the thing itself and like Emanual Kant said, the apriori knowledge that comes before the “real” image appear.  So not only is it an appearance – this inverse and “real” pyramids, but it can only be experienced in the one point – that point where it reaches its balance or the point {0;0}.  So the point of singularity – the point where everything comes together, is merely an appearance and consist of the point {0;0} or nothing.

 

The Second Part of Thoughts15.

02/08/2008 00:43AM and the whole of Thoughts15, starts at 13:43 or 1:43PM.  This gives that only the 00 hour and 1PM hour differ, which give a 0 and 1.

Rose of Jerusalem – seed of paradise

Rose of Jericho – the jail Jericho

But “Bed of Roses”:

“delightful resting place;  a position of ease and comfort.

It seems from this that God is the “Rose” that is manifesting now.  First over the previous weekend, a friend of mine wanted accompany her to Bloemfontein.  But I did not go.  Then, during this week, a family member who stay in Bloemfontein, contacts my mother.  Then a friend from Cape Town phones me up on 01/08/2008 and wanted me to find out where the place is that he must go and collect an aerial for the White Lions of Timbavati project that the Global White Lion Protection Trust run.   And this friend phoned as they were 60km from Bloemfontein.

02/08/2008 00:47AM

And then it start again – to complete the above subject as follow:

02/08/2008 1:03AM

I understand now.  When I called Margi, the question I had, was who is in telecommunication with me that is giving me all these words in letters to Lore and now the Thoughts.  Because it seems one publisher questioned who is “dumping” all the information I am writing down on me to write it all down.

Then came up last weekend, nearly going to Bloemfontein, the city of Roses.  Then the ad in the newspaper where the Muslim guy want someone to go and stay in a modern townhouse to work for him by just checking up things and travel with him should he have to drive anywhere for business.  And the morning before I phoned this guy, my mom asked me where do I think will I get to stay cheaper than with my parents as it is now?  And not two hours later, this job possibility came up where you will get paid to stay in a very modern townhouse all by yourself. 

It was awesome to just show her that whatever she thought impossible, is possible.

Then, the same day this job ad is in the newspaper and I go for an interview, a family member that stays in Bloemfontein phones my mom to hear how we are all doing.

 

Then on 01/08/2008, I get a phone call from a friend from Cape Town who is driving all the way up to Johannesburg to come and give a course.  And he phones me about an aerial that must be fetched – but he is 60km from Bloemfontein, the city of Roses.  And I looked up the word “rose” for him and send the following email to him.

Rose (letter to friend)

 

01/08/2008 3:43PM

Hi

About the White Rose:  It is more about the rose though – which is said of in the 4th part of the explanation of the word “rose” in Oxford English Dictionary on page 1753.  Of the “b” point of the 4th explanation is said:

“The card of a mariner’s compass, or of a barometer.”

Of point “c” is said the following of the 4th explanation:

“A knot or ornamental device inserted in the sound-hole or the table of certain stringed instruments of the guitar type”.

But at the moment the “string theory” for the explanation of everything is more overwhelming than Quantum Physics.  But it is even worse – what it can cause.  But it is all still on track as the first explanation quoted tells of the compass and barometer.  And compass shows we are on track.  That is why we are getting the roses – or it may be that the Science is not on track, that is why our attention is set on roses.  To show us with the compass (and the second quote, with links to the “string theory” in Physics) that we need a compass to get back on track again.

Which one do you buy?  Because definitely our attention is drawn to Bloemfontein – the city of Roses and me sending Linda the Copper Rose?  Do you think we are on track or do we need to get on track?  As the explanation I wanted to give you I could not find – only the one that is given to you in this letter was what came up.  I don’t know what happened to the explanation of the “WHITE” Rose that I wanted to give you, could not find it anywhere!  So maybe just take the message of this question – do we need a compass to get on track or are we on track, to the Heartland.  I think that is the message you should take with you with that aerial.  As this is what I picked up.  And it has got to do with the whole amount of dimensions we have got (65) and it has got to do with 12 (fulfilment) and it has got to do with how everything comes together in all ways – the 6 as the upside down for both 12 (clock) as well as 9 (in number version).

REGARDS
Renee
01/08/2008 3:57PM

SEND: 01/08/2008 15:58

 

And then at 00:47AM I end with the meaning of “Rose” that are the second meaning – the first meaning was given to my friend who was at Bloemfontein and phoned about finding that aerial.

 

But “The Rose of Jerusalem” and the “Rose of Jericho” and the aerial that my friend was phoning about, was to tell me who it is that “dumps” all the information to me.  The telecommunication I receive is linked to “the rose the Virgin are carrying” – I am picking up (like the aerial), my telepathic information (no dumping involved) from “The Rose”.

 

So my question about who my guide and telecommunicator are, was answered today.  And this was confirmed with the “Ord” that came into my photographs I took on the morning of 01/08/2008 where 7 of them did not carry a purple image on the photo, but the last 7 all had a purple image strongly in the pictures.  Like some “aura” or something.  And my friend who was 60km from Bloemfontein and who told me that such an event (with the photographs), is called an Ord.  And talking about 60, this is the amount I have signed a debit order for the White Lion Trust just during this week.  So 60 is the amount that will go to the White Lions every month from now on.

And the same person who sings the song “The Rose”, also sing the song:  From a distance God is watching us.

 

So ALL the letters I wrote, everything with what I call information, that information come from “The Rose” which I am in some way picking up like an aerial will pick up signals.  And this “The Rose” is linked/related to the “Rose of Jericho” and the “Rose of Jerusalem” which is part of the “Rose of Sharon”.  But in the previous Thoughts it was discussed how “FATHER (SKY)” is being “resurrected” from a dying God to a very much alive God/Creator.  And in that was mentioned how the mission was to “Free God (Godfree)”, and I had these visions of a jail cell that this dying God was in and from where This God “spoke” to me.   So my intuition that it is this Dying God I am getting my information from, is 101% correct.

But here is something about the “Rose of Jericho”:

 

ROSE OF JERICHO

 

2008/08/02 9:53AM

The Rose of Jericho, Resurrection plant, or Anastatica hierochuntica is a member of the family Brassicaceae (formerly Cruciferae) and the only member of the genus Anastatica. Both of the families are classified in the division Magnoliophyta, the class Magnoliopsida. It is a small gray herb that rarely grows above 15 cm high. The plant bears minute white flowers.

These plants are found in arid areas in the Negev and Sahara Desert, including parts of North Africa and regions of Egypt, Israel, Iraq, Jordan, Pakistan, and Iran.

 

The process of curling up and opening is completely reversible and can be repeated many times. Since the plant is annual, it dies after the wet season. However, many people believe that this is not true. Only a few hundred species of flowering plants are real “resurrection plants”.[citation needed]

For example, the North American fern species which is most commonly sold as the Rose of Jericho can indeed be revived by a little water. After wetting, the plant turns green, hence the name “resurrection plant” is true for this plant species. Because of the potential age of the plant, it has also taken the name “dinosaur plant.”

02/08/2008 01:19AM

Ns.  What a way to show/tell me who I am picking up – where the information I am writing down are coming from?

02/08/2008 01:22AM

(And 122 linked to the discovery of the tomb of a king – king Tuntankamen).  And from 01:19 and 1:22 we have that 1 + 22 = 5 + 1 (from 1:19) and equal 6, which gives then 19 and 6 or 19/6, the day I got shot).

And this for Thoughts15.

02/08/2008 14:31 or 31 14, the Zep Tepi Meridian where Zep Tepi is linked to First Time.

 

THIRD PART OF THOUGHTS15

 

03/08/2008 11:11AM (video time)

I knew somehow that the Thoughts15 written yesterday was not fulfilled.  That something was short.  And I discovered it early this morning, at 00:00 when I realized that today is the 3rd of the 8th.  This gives the combination of 38 or all the CH words that goes along with this number combination.  Like the death of my dog who’s name is Charlie and he is a Chihuahua and the earthquake in China at the same time of his death and the volcano in Chile at the same time of his death and the millions of Chinese People who suffered from the typhoon in Myanmar at the same time of my dog’s death.  And exactly 12 hours after his death, on the 08/05/08, my grandmother on my mother’s side died.

 

And then I remembered by my grandfather died exactly by day and month, only exactly one month prior to my grandmother on mother’s side’s death.  My grandfather who died on 08/04/1990, is also on mother’s side.  But the afternoon when my grandfather died, I was with my grandmother and my parents were in the Kruger Park.  And something that never happens, happened that afternoon at about 15:00.  I fell asleep on the couch in the sitting room and had a dream.  In this dream there was a man and we were in a rose garden.  And he was dressed like some kind of holy man and was handing sort of over to me, the Rose(s).  That is where this dream ended and that is where the moment captured me in time – where the dream ended – with the “Rose(s)” in the Rose Garden.  And what was said in the rest of Thoughts15 yesterday about the Rose.

 

And the funny thing is, both my grandfather and my dog died at nearly the same time of day.  I believe I dreamt about the “Rose(s)” being handed over to me at the same time my grandfather died.  But the only other time I slept in the afternoon was the day my dog died.  But no dreams.

 

So in that dream about the holy man handing over “The Rose” to me or showing me where in time I am stuck – the Rose Garden – was to tell me last night that I have confirmation now that the one guiding me to write all these information is “The Rose”.

 

But the 15th letter of the English Alphabet is “o”, the symbol for naught.  So this Thought of mine has got all to do where I am captured in time (with “The Rose”) and/or naught/NO-thing.

This thought is all about NO-thing, about being captured with “The Rose(s)” or then, The Rose, The Rose of Jericho or The Rose of Jerusalem.  But my signal of telepathy, is coming from THIS ROSE explained in Thoughts15.  Or then, Thoughts (NO-thing).

 

And I checked the time when I realized all these coincidences/insights, and it was 03/08/08 00:15AM and as 15 is linked to 0, the time is 00:0.

I don’t understand why, but something else was given to me as well that must go with the whole explanation of the “Rose” idea.

 

It  is all about that our cell’s are constantly in a state of mitoses.  This mean, the cell is duplicating itself, but it breaks up in two – it split.  But the two halves, the parts that split to form two of the same cell that split, give us that the two split parts are for example “a”.  But both the parts that split are the same which gives us the two halves of “a” and “a” or a + a.  And the two halves that was formed by the one cell who divided, is exactly the same as the cell it divided from.  This give that a + a = a.  And if a = 1, then we have 1 + 1 = 1.  So mathematically it just does not make sense how our cells are dividing.  So the sense of us being born and our cells that used the mitoses process, is only an appearance that us make sense –as we do not make sense as

1 + 1 = 1

Cannot be true as it gives that 2 = 1.  So us and everything else does not make sense, we only appear to make sense, but the mathematics behind us in logic, shows the paradox we find ourselves in, namely that we do not make sense, we are no(n)sense and so is everything else.  As the scientists believe that everything came from one cell which divided itself into 2, with both those 2 cells exactly the same as the original one.  And according to the Scientists, that is how Everything came about.

The only one that can make sense in this way is if NO-thing divide into 2 and can still be NO-thing(s) to equal the original one. 

 

As 0 + 0 = 0.

 

This brings about that only nothing can be divided in order for the divided pieces to still be the same as the original one and the original one the same as each of the divided ones.  But it also shows that the point of singularity is 0 then.  This mean – as it is 0 – that the point of singularity cannot be anything than nothing.  And all this to bring the “whole point (of view)” into the Truth/Logic.

So does this mean that “a point of origin” is only an appearance as the only expansion is also an appearance (as the dividing of cells to multiply everything and therefore expand everything can only be 0/nothing)?

But the point of Origin implies the “Beginning”, which in its own then imply an “End”.  But then I realized why this had to be written with the dream of “The Rose(s)”. 

 

The balance point {0;0} of Beginning and End:  Being captured in a moment in time.  Like for instance the example of my dream where I am captured in a situation where my dream end.  That moment goes on as the dream might have an end and you wake up, but the contents of the dream capture the moment in time.  Like being captured in a moment in time within the place of “The Rose(s)”, in my dream on 08/04/1990.

So the inside of the dream is going on – captured as a moment in time – but the dream began and ended in the way of the sleep and awaken states.

And this is the End of the Second Part of Thoughts15.

03/08/2008 11:40AM – and Lore has the birth day and month as 04/11.

Ns.  So maybe it is for us as mankind and these perceptions and appearances we accept as true logic, but which actually do not make sense at all and only appear to be an answer of scientific nature, that “The Rose” has got something to do with a “compass”.  A “compass” for guidance out of the miss/mess(leadings) of the appearances, the perceptions and the state of mind of being in a world of opposites.  As all these, are very much miss/mess(leading) factors which keep mankind from Truth.  But “The Rose” has send me a lot of examples already to reveal these miss/mess(leadings) and the Truth/Logic behind it.

03/08/2008 11:51AM where 5 + 1 = 6 and 1 + 1 = 2, which gives 26, the inverse of 62, linked to Einstein and Global Warming in one breath.

 

Pyramids – Symbols Between Illusion and Truths

Thoughts

 

This is the 14th Thought – Thoughts14

 

30/07/2008 20:08 or 8:8 where 8 is The Weaver of Fate.

 

Some people might think I am a bit dull with only wearing white T-shirts, blue jeans, white socks and the shoes depends.

 

But where does this come from?

 

Colour is coming from a beam of white light into a prism that in an illusionary way then cause/produce colours.  So when I wear white – it is the “real” thing that brings about the “unreal” through a prism called colours.

 

As if the white light goes in on the one side, on the other side all the colours of what is called the “spectrum”, is related from this “prism”.  And prism sounds nearly like prison, but the only difference is “M” and “on”.  And “m” is the 13th letter in English alphabet and “o” is the symbol “0”or (naught) and “n” is the 14th letter of the English Alphabet.  So we have the 13 and 14 combination which is related to the Zep Tepi or First Time (by way of the Zep Tepi meridian which is 31 14).

 

But “prism” in the Dictionary is said in the 2nd column of page 1586 the 3rd explanation:

 

“A transparent body of this form, usually a triangular geometrical prism, of which the refracting surfaces are at an acute angle with each other.”

“Loosely used for a spectrum produced by refraction through a prism;  prismatic colours”

 

And the first explanation makes me think of the Pyramids (on the Zep Tepi Meridian) which is also “triangular geometrical

 

Of the next word, namely “prismatic” is said the 2nd explanation the last part:

“hence, of varied colours, bright – coloured, brilliant.”

 

These two words “prism” and “prismatic” are the 6th and 7th from the top of the middle column.

End of the First Part of Thoughts14.

30/07/2008 20:24 or 24 + 2 = 26.

 

 

Second Part of Thoughts14.

 

So I know, when I walk anywhere, in the back of my mind – that if I reflect the colour of my shirt into a prism, all the brilliant colours will emerge from the prism.  So I am actually “brilliantly” dressed with my white T-shirt day and night.  Just every morning a clean one from the two heaps – one heap the summer T-shirts and one heap the winter T-shirts.

End of Second Part of Thoughts14

30/07/2008 20:37 (And 20 + 37 = 57 or the inverse of the day my dog died, namely 7/5).

 

 

Third Part of Thoughts14

 

30/07/2008 20:47

And of colour in the Dictionary are said on page 343, the 3rd or last column, the last word on the page:

 

“I1.  The quality in virtue of which objects present different appearances to the eye, in respect of the kind of light reflected from their surfaces”.

 

This mean (and the Dictionary mentions this explicitly) – colour is only an appearance!  So the white is the only colour that exists – the rest are only appearances.

End of Third Part of Thoughts14

30/07/2008 20:51 (And 5 + 1 = 6, and 20 + 6 = 26, like the first Part ended also on 26.  So the Beginning and End parts of Thoughts14 both Ended on 26 – which just show that colours are merely an appearance is not just wishful thinking, it is for real as it is related to the other illusions as well, those linked to 62, the inverse of 26).

            

For Every Illusion a Reality – For Every Reality an Illusion.

 

Thoughts

 

This is the 9th Thought – Thoughts9

 

“Soul mates”

Look at the Little Left “Hand” holding me while I show him some cuddling

And the inspiration for the ALL that was written were the Soul mates

 

16/07/2008 9:06AM and 9 + 6 = 15, but together with the day, we get 15 and 16 where we get the second part of each number combination gives a 5 and 6 or 6 and 5 or the 65/56 combination which for me is the Ultimate amount of Dimensions there are – in which I apparently can move around in ALL.  But then we have left the 1 and 1 or 11, and it seems one of the most important things that were written about is the Gateway11.

 

Everything is surrounded by nothing.  That takes care of that everything is (not) surrounded and therefore the infinite, but as nothing is something, everything is surrounded by something, namely nothing.  This brings us to the balance point of infinity and finite as in the above scenario everything is limited (by way of being surrounded by nothing, which is something), but everything is with the same words surrounded by nothing.  This brings infinity and finite into the point of Balance, the point {0;0}.

The illusion is part of everything too – that is why ALL humankind are so confused as some believe they can manifest, but to manifest is part of the illusion (as manifesting comes from the acceptance ages ago that something nobody has seen before and are solely coming from an imagination, is alive and this eventually became the atom(s) and it is on this level that Quantum Physics discovered that the observer is influencing the observed.  And this made man believe that humankind is capable of manifesting).

But as I said, the illusion is part of everything, but this mean that the illusion is also surrounded by nothing.  This mean that even the atom(s) are surrounded by nothing.  And nothing (NO-thing) is guiding it – nothing is guiding the illusion or for that matter, the atom(s), which is anyway based on illusion.  That mean WE are not guiding the illusion/atom(s), nothing is.  So we cannot manifest.

16/07/2008 9:14AM

 

But for every illusion there is a reality and for every reality there is an illusion.

First:  for every illusion there is a reality – JUST LIKE IT, so the reality is also the illusion, as it is just like it.

Second:  for every reality there is an illusion – JUST LIKE IT, so the illusion is also the reality

 

This gives that in both ways, the one is (JUST LIKE IT) like the other.  This bring the opposite of illusion and reality into its Balance Point {0;0}, the Point where they meet (where the one is the same as the other).

This bring that not only is the illusion not guided by us but by nothing, but the reality is the same, as they are one and the same (illusion and reality).

 

And those who does not believe that we can manifest, they are just as confused as they have no clue as how to please a God (for me, The Creator)

16/07/2008 9:30AM

(And 9 + 3 = 12, and 12 the number of fulfilment.  But this is Thought9 and then we are left with the minutes 3, the number of confirmation).

 

16/07/2008 11:14AM as 14 is related to my dog where 14 is derived for dog from DOGOD.

 

My attention was focused on the time 11:02AM just a while ago.  And I got the word “ascend” in my mind.  And I realized I must go and check out this word in the Dictionary – as to find the True meaning.

And on page 105 (15) the first (1st) column, the 2nd last word, from the 3rd part of this 2nd last word, we get:

“A going back in time…..(genealogical)”

Or

“…a single step backward…(in genealogical)”

 

So “ascend” has got nothing to do with going up – especially concerning ourselves (we consist of genes – or so the scientists claim from an illusionary point of view), and that which is linked to  “genes”, has got nothing to do with “going up”.  It is actually that this 3rd part of the word “ascend” has 2 descriptions, which relate to moving backward which gives:  it is the 2nd (last word), it is the 3rd description consisting of 2 parts or a 232 – which is linked to the most important White Lions as Linda is taking care of them and her date of birthday is 23/2 which make this above section True full as it is related to the Most Important White Lions on the planet and make the above information exclusive.

 

But seeing that the word “ascend”, that is related to the White Lion and therefore makes it the Truest way, it guides us to the word “genealogy”.  And this word is on page 783 where 7 + 8 + 3 = 18 (the 180 degree line or the horizontal line on the Cartesian Plane).

But the 1st word from the bottom in the 1st column of the dictionary, which makes this a 1 and 1 or 11, has got 2 descriptions, which makes it an 11 and 2 or 11:02 (that is probably why my attention was focused on 11:02 before I came to do this.

First Description:  “An account of a person’s descend…”

And

Second Description:  “Lineage, pedigree,…”

So in the same perspective that the word “ascend” is used, we find that it has basically the same description as the word “descend”.

This brings “ascend” and “descend” linked to the same thing and therefore into its point of Balance where the two meet as equal and therefore in the same point – but as X = 0, then we get, because the two opposites are actually one now, we get that because the one equal 0, we get the Balance point {0;0}.

 

In our Cartesian Plane where the horizontal line fell away and only the vertical line was left, the points where these opposites meet (remember using a mirror to show that we get):

 

01 10

02 20

03 30 

 

The place where the opposites meet is the centre point between the 01 10 or 02 20, it is where x = 0 and as they are equal (the opposites), it gives the Balance Point {0;0} – as x = 0, so the other point must then be 0 as well.

 

So because of our genes, we cannot “ascend”, as many think and are working towards.  And our genes are so full of old customs which is so much different from the picture I am getting, old customs like the state of mind of the world of opposites, the appearances that confuse and the misleading perceptions humankind built up, and it is sitting in our genes and that is where everything must change, in the genes who carry our old customs or fossilized customs.  But the genes gives another problem – gravity (which I have shown by now is also an illusion).  But we, made up of our genes, are stuck because of the illusion/perception that gravity created. 

 

If we want to “ascend” as many think, into the sky or who knows where to, we cannot because of our genes.  Our only point of Balance, is where the “ascend” and “descend” are related to the same thing.  In this case we must take a step back to our lineage – like for instance Zep Tepi (First Time), but most or all – to the origin (and even the Cartesian Plane use the point {0;0} as the origin of the Cartesian Plane) and become nothing – as in the Beginning there was nothing!

 

The vertical Axis does not mean we have to move “upwards/ascend”, it is merely a number combination, the radius of a circle which can be in any place inside the circle – but in the Cartesian Plane that radius can only be formed by the Cartesian Plane’s vertical positive Axis.  The reasons being as I stipulated in Thoughts8, to indicate the involvement of Zep Tepi and in the same (breath) number combination, the 44 – or the Hebrew Name of God meaning: “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.  But also for the reason that the Vertical Axis that’s used is in the 12 o’clock place as well as the 90 degree “line” of the Cartesian Plane.  Where both the number combinations used now gives from 12, the number of fulfilment, and from 9, 9 is the number combination for me that means it is the number where it ALL comes together.

16/07/2008 11:37AM

 

Being Mindful(filled).

This is the Second Letter of Lore174 .

 

03/05/2008 19:25 (cell’s time) 7:23PM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have 19 + 25 = 44 – the number combination in Hebrew Gamatria that means the name of God that means:  “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.  From the Second Time we have that 2 + 3 = 5 and 7 + 5 = 12, the number of fulfillment.

 

Dear Lore

 

In this letter of Lore174 where 74 is just the inverse of 47 – the 22/7 or PI of the Golden Paved Middle Way to The New Jerusalem/Absolute Peace/Shalom, I just want to quote a note from my notebook as follow:

 

First Note

 

03/05/2008 18:28

 

Of the word “thought”:  The 11th line from the top of the 1st column (gives a 111) on page 2178:

 

“1(c)  The product of mental action or effort;  what one thinks;  what is IN the mind”.

 

But of the word “perception”, the 6th word from the top but the 19th row from the bottom (6/19) is said the following in II (4):

 

“…The action of the mind by which it refers its sensations to an external object as their cause”.

                                                                                                                    03/05/2008 18:33

(And from the minutes – beginning and end – of this note, we have 28 + 33 = 61, which is linked to Lore but 2 + 8 = 10 + 3 + 3 = 16, which is linked to Linda)

 

Second Note

 

03/05/2008 18:48

 

But the basic word for perception, is perceive.  Now if you take the “p” and turn it upside down, you get “d”.  And the “p” changing to “d” have to happen as “p” = 16th letter or as 1 + 6 = 7 and “d” = 4th letter, which gives a 47 – the number combination giving the PI of the Golden Paved Middle way to The New Jerusalem.  But if the “p” is changed to the “d”, the word perceive become deceive.   But what is said of “deceive” is the following on page 462 . 

 

“I (1) …to mislead”

 

So perception is something misleading coming from outside the mind.  But despite the “p” that turned upside down to a “d”, there is an “R” in perceive that is not in deceive.  But “R” = 18th letter of the English Alphabet and that just link it (perceive) to the 180 degree X-Axis which is related to the illusion of the state of mind of the world of opposites.  So from two sides we get that “perceive” is something misleading, from its link to “deceive” and the “R” which is related to the illusionary world of opposites.

So with reasoning (from within the mind), you can find the true .

 

But both thought and perception are linked to the “mind”.  One is just coming from within and the other from without.  But the main thing – both linked to the mind, which bring thought and perception into balance – the mind must balance it and can balance it.   Which give the mind bring it to the balance point, namely {0;0}.

This goes to internal (thoughts) and external (perception – which is related to misleading) as well, as with both make up the mind who makes up its OWN MIND .

                                                                                                         03/05/2008 18:54 or 9/9

 

And so much for the notes.  But this has just eased my mind about the thoughts.  I was wondering if thoughts come from outside.  But I guess I have been shown that thoughts are part of the action the mind pull.  But what come in from outside are only perceptions, which in their most common form, are deceivefull.  It all depend what the mind make of the external perception.  But the thoughts are part of the mind – and if you look at the work of Dr Caroline Myss, you find in her work “Anatomy of the Spirit” that the Divine Mind is part of the Ascension Process.  But I am just relieved now that the Divine Mind is all coming from within and not linked to “deceive”, but are internal and therefore not a perception (which can be misleading), it is for real. 

 

Anyway,…

 

REGARDS

Renee

03/05/2008 19:53 (cell’s time) 7:51PM (computer’s time) where from the minutes of the First time we have 53, but the day and month give 35 – just the inverse of 53 and 53 or 35 is the domino I picked up in the street in front of our home we had in Cape town on the day we moved from Cape Town to Tswane.  And bosses get 53 times more than those beneath them.  From the Second Time we have that 7PM is also 19 hours and then from the minutes we have 5 + 1 = 6, which gives 19/6 – the day and month I got shot.

 

 

 

The Birds Tried To Tell Us This Aeons and Aeons Ago!

   

   

This is Lore174 .

 

 

This is the First Letter of Lore174 .

 

28/04/2008 18:55 (cell’s time) 6:52 (computer’s time) and if we add all the hours and minutes of both the First and the Second Times, it all adds up to 131 (18 + 55 + 6 + 52) and in the quoted part to follow, the combination 31 13 was used as an example.  But in the date we have a 28 (day) and a 2(00)8 or 28 + 28 = 56, the inverse of 65, the ultimate amount of dimensions.

 

Dear Lore

 

In this First Letter of Lore174 where the 74 is the inverse of 47, the 22/7 or PI in the letter about finding the Golden Paved Middle Way to Gate11, the New Jerusalem or Shalom/Absolute Peace.  And these letters I am writing to bring into balance all these imbalances because of the opposite or the state of mind of a world being in opposites.  But this one about the Eagle (I am going to quote it just now) was one of the most beautiful I have discovered yet.   And to think that birds have been flying all these years to tell us this, to open our eyes and let us see what I found in this following quote:

 

This is Entry112 of my Journal .

 

 

Part1 of Entry112 of my Journal.

 

28/04/2008 05:51PM where 5 + 5 = 10 or 1 which give from the time an 11.

 

Here are some notes from the notebook.  First Note :

 

27/04/2008 18:03 or 9:3 or 12.

 

If you look at the Eagle (or birds that fly), in order to fly, its wings go up and down and up and down – a repetitive opposite action.  But if you view the Eagle, its wings going up/down (or doing the opposite thing), are keeping its body steady in the sky.  So in this case the opposite up/down is bringing balance (of the body of the Eagle/bird) naturally.  If the eagle must be measured against the Y-Axis moving upwards with the new number system on its left side and the old one on its right side (but from the back the other way round), if the body is the Y-Axis leading upwards, the wings are at the same time for instance 61 16 and down 31 13 as the Eagle/bird has two wings.  And to maintain balance the wings must go up the 61 16 and down 31 13 – all in balance.

 

So this brings the up/down opposites, at the same time as the wings reach balance whether it is up or down, to the point of balance as well, namely the point {0;0} in its natural state.

                                                                                           27/04/2008 18:11 or 9/11

 

Maybe because the Eagle are already in balance (as we saw above), doesn’t matter if an opposite is making it seem like in the world of opposites, but it is actually in Divine Balance (by way of opposites), is why certain cultures link the Eagle to The Highest Source.

 

And as the Y-Axis is linked to PI and to the picture on page 23 of the book “Anatomy of the Soul” by Rebbe Nachman, the Y-Axis is also r = radius.  But as we saw now up and down are in their point of balance, so whether it seems the radius or r is down it is up also and if it is up, it is down also.  The balance point is where up meets down in the one point {0;0}.  As anywhere in the circle it can be up, but it can also be down as well.  And that is how they meet. 

 

Second Note

 

27/04/2008 19:52

 

I spoke to my friend now on the phone and asked him if he had a holder in the army.  And I told him there is something of value going with it.  And I saw a guitar.  And my friend said:  yes, he stored a guitar on top of the holder underneath his bed.

 

And guitars make a noise because it has strings.  But strings can be tuned. (This is basically back at square 0 (ne)) as Quantum Physics you can also "tune" as the "observer can influence the observed".  But even Einstein and Newton go when string theory comes in.  And  if string theory gets implemented, it will still be subjected to a form of tunement. Maybe because they are still using the same old mathematics as Newton and Einstein used!

                                                                                                      27/04/2008 19:57

(Or 757 – which gives 19 and therefore gives a 19/19).

 

I have no clue why this note has been given to me.

 

And so much for the Part1 of Entry112 of my Journal.

                                                                            28/04/2008 6:11PM or 18/11 or 9/11

 

 

But why the Second Note was included together with such a beautiful finding of the opposites that are actually in balance because of how The Eagle/bird is created – the birds have been flying around since Aeons and Aeons, but we never thought of this possible reason for their flight.  Maybe I got the guitar on the holder of my friend as the insight about the Eagle/bird actually in total balance, is like music to my ears.  This is the most beautiful piece of music I have ever heard!

 

And so much for the First Letter of Lore174.  Sometimes I wonder if we will ever reach the total balance required to enter through Gate11 via PI, the Golden Paved Middle Way to The New Jerusalem?  How far still to go?

 

REGARDS

Renee

28/04/2008 19:14 (cell’s time) 7:12PM (computer’s time) and from the minutes of the First and Second Time, we get 14 and 12 where this combination is the year that Joan of Arc was born in.  But 19 + 7 = 26, the inverse of 62 that is linked to Einstein (who needs to be exposed) and his link to Global Warming (the Iceberg 62km from the coast of East London South Africa). 

 

 

 

 

 

 

As Above, so Below – As Within, Without.

  This is The Second Letter of Lore173 .

 

27/04/2008 10:32AM (cell’s time) 10:30AM (computer’s time) where from the minutes of both the First and Second Times, we have 32 + 30 = 62 – the link to global warming and its connectedness with Einstein.   But from the day and month we have 27 + 4 = 31, but from the whole time of the Second Time, we have 10 + 3 = 13.  This gives the inverse combination of 13 31 or 44 .

 

Dear Lore

 

I am sorry to do this, but the letters (Second Letter of Lore172(2) and Third Letter of Lore172(2)) have to be repeated in order to understand the note that was written.  So first the quotes from Lore172(2) – and I never understood why I ended up having to file Lore172 under Lore172(2), but now I understand as that 2 in (2) is referring to this Second Letter of Lore173 and these two quoted letters are called (Do we REALIZE it) on the blogs:

 

This is the Second Letter of Lore172 .

 

18/04/2008 14:59 (cell’s time) 2:57PM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have from the minutes a 5 + 9 = 14, which make the First Time 14:14.   And 14 + 14 = 28 and the year is 2008.

 

Dear Lore

And from the Heading of this Second Letter of Lore172, we have an emphasis on 2008 as the First Time, the cell time, that which is believed in the state of mind of the world of opposites as the base of mankind, the cells, also work out on 14/14 or 28.

 

And it seems it took humankind 2008 years to discover the following:

 

Life itself is the most boring thing there is:  you breathe in and you breathe out…

 

REGARDS

Renee

18/04/2008 15:03 (cell’s time) 3:01PM (computer’s time) where from the First Time, the cell time, we have another repetition of something (yes, like breathing in and out), namely 3:03 or 3/3 – and 3 the number of confirmation.

 

 

This is the Third Letter of Lore172 .

 

20/04/2008 08:04 turning 05AM (cell’s time) 8:03AM turning 04AM (computer’s time) where in both the First Time and the Second Time we have an 08:04 or 84, the inverse of 48.  And from the day and month we have a day (namely 24 hours).

 

Dear Lore

 

I have a note to follow up on The Second Letter of Lore172.  It’s as follow:

 

18/04/2008 16:01 or 4:01PM

 

To breathe in and to breathe out is the base of how we live in the world of opposites – the in/out opposite.  That is why we keep ourselves busy with other things to not die of boredom. 

 

But the day we die…we DO NOT breathe IN and breathe OUT… anymore.  But in the world of opposites we do not even realize that our basic structure is based on an opposite, namely in/out.

 

So it seems every cloud has a silver lining as we are in basic essence doing the most boring thing – the opposites in/out.  So even doing opposites (in/out) can be a negative experience (boring).  So both breathing in and breathing out is linked to a negative experience – if you realize it as the most boring simple thing in life (as if you have to lie down and listen to your breathing in and out the whole day, the day will feel like some kind of an eternity) .  This give from (in;out), where both are negative, a (neg;neg).

 

But even if you view that life is a positive thing it is breathing in a positive thing and breathing out a positive thing as life as a whole is positive.  Which gives from (in;out), a (pos;pos).

 

But breathing in and breathing out = (neg;neg) and breathing in and breathing out = (pos;pos).  But it is still, whether (neg;neg) or (pos;pos), breathing in and breathing out, which makes it (neg;neg) = (pos;pos) or negative = positive in the opposite of in/out.  And the only place where negative = positive is the point {0;0}, the point of balance.

                                                                                                                  18/04/2008 16:09

(And 9 the number where it all comes together).

 

And this so much for the breathing in and breathing out!

 

REGARDS

Renee

20/04/2008 08:20AM (cell’s time) 8:18AM (computer’s time) and the minutes of the First Time, the cell’s time, is the same as the day, namely 20.

 

This gives a 2 and 3 (the second and third letters) or 23 in the Second Letter of Lore173 or a 23 in 2.  This make it 23/2, or Linda’s birthday.  So this letter again “straight from Avalon to the White Lion”.  But here follow the note that was written not even an hour ago.

 

27/04/2008 9:46AM where 46 is linked to the balancing point of life and death.

 

Somewhere has been interfered. If we look at the planet – there are 6.5 Billion people (now probably even more) and all breathe in oxygen.  But oxygen comes from plants when the sun shines on them.  But we are polluting this planet with industrial material into the atmosphere AND we do not breathe out the same we breathed in.   So by breathing out, we also pollute the atmosphere.

 

So how can the small part of the planet that still consist of forests, supply enough oxygen (with all our pollution of the atmosphere) for 6.5 Billion people to still have enough oxygen?  Let alone the animals.

                                                                                                              27/04/2008 09:52AM

(And 9 + 7 = 16 and 9 + 52 = 61 – Linda and Lore).

Ns.  So maybe breathing in and breathing out forms another opposite as well as the one came from (in) and the other come from (out) – in and out, the opposites of one another.  But with in/out I have shown in the 3rd Letter of Lore172(2), they actually come together in the balance point of {0;0}.  So this mean they come together in 0 (ne) point.

 

So this then also bring together in one point (as breathing in oxygen is one and the same thing and so what we breathe out), that which we breathe in and that which we breathe out.  What we breathe in and what we breathe out (as they are part of breathing in and out), is also 0 (ne) and the same thing.  Although scientists will never probably see the logic behind all this as they are too much stuck in giving names to everything doesn’t matter if it is invisible, do not even exist or whatever the case may be.  It goes for macro and micro cosmos.

                                                                                                        27/04/2008 09:56 or 9/11

(and 56 + 9 = 65 – the ultimate amount of dimensions).

 

But Lore, this just show me that in the world of chemistry, that is exactly what chemistry also are – in the world, part of this world, this world of opposites.  But if that which we breathe in and out, has been shown (like above) that it also reached the balance point.  Where they are {0;0} or have no value at all anymore.  And if these two are equal, how will it affect the rest of the chemical world.  I do not know chemistry so well, but I do know we are living in a world that is explained too by chemistry.  Things has been broken down into a lot of small parts (like oxygen for instance) and these all together is apparently explaining the ALL?  But ALL, is part of ALLone, so does this mean that chemistry is actually limited to (0 (ne)) as it explains the ALL – the 0 (ne) explained by the ALL.

 

As above, so below and as within, so without .

 

So on the blogs, where Letters 2 and 3 of Lore172(2), are filed under the heading:

Do we even REALIZE it,

that whole scenario even has a bigger picture that has far reaching effects actually – but where the question are now even more:

Do we even REALIZE it?

 

Anyway

 

REGARDS

Renee

27/04/2008 11:08AM (cell’s time) 11:06AM (computer’s time) so the number missing between the minutes of the First and Second Time, is 7.  But if you add the hours of the First and Second Times, you get 11 + 11 or 11/11 or 22.  This gives us 22/7 or PI.

Ns.   How can 23 fit into 2?  You just witnessed it.

ABRAXIS AND JOAN OF ARC

  

ABRAXIS AND JOAN OF ARC

 

This is Lore172

 

This is the First Letter of Lore172 .

 

16/04/2008 11:12AM (computer’s time) 11:15AM (cell’s time) where from the Last Time we have 11 and 15 where 1 + 1 = 2 and 1 + 5 = 6 or then, 26.  This is then the inverse of 62, the combination linked to Global Warming and Einstein.  But from the day we have that this letter is “straight from Avalon to The White Lion”, as it is 16, my link to Linda by way of cell.

 

Dear Lore

 

I have a note I want to share with you – do not know if this is the last (you never know actually), but it came up because someone wrote a comment on one of the blogs and said his name resemble 365, but that he know that 365 is not only linked to the amount of days the West believe there to be, but it is also linked/related to ABRAXIS.  But here follow the note:

 

16/04/2008 10:47AM

 

There was a guy who wanted to know from me – as his name was linked to the number 365 – the amount of days there are in a year which is therefore related to time – to the name ABRAXIS.  But AB is normally the 2 symbols used in mathematics for a straight line – from point A to point B.  The R = 18th letter of English Alphabet, but when you add nothing to it, it becomes 180 – and on the Cartesian plane the 180 degree line is the straight line (from point A to point B) – but the horizontal line/Axis.

 

And then we have left the word “AXIS”, which should in fact be AXAS, but A = 1st letter of English Alphabet, but I = the symbol of the Roman 1.  So (a) may be substituted with (i).  And from Axis we get the straight line from point A to B which is also the horizontal Axis.

 

And this is linked to time – the 365 days of the year.  And to what I have written up so far, time is one of the aspects that keep us in the world of opposites – the horizontal line/Axis.  And with time being related to the horizontal Axis, so it is linked to the state of mind of the illusion of the world of opposites.    

                                                                                                    16/04/2008 10:56AM (And 56 the inverse of 65 – the ultimate amount of dimensions there are).

But as the END of the inserted part comes down to 65, and we look at the AB of ABRAXIS, we get that A = 1st letter of English Alphabet and B = 2nd letter of English Alphabet.  And 1 + 2 = 3, which corresponds to the 3 of 365.  And if they correspond, we are left with the 65 of 365, which makes it something totally different from days/time.  So this put ABRAXIS also in a different class as we are looking more separately at the information.  So from the “R = 18th letter of English Alphabet”, we get that if we add the 1 and 8 and nothing separately, we get 90, which is the number combination of degrees to make a vertical Axis, or the Y-Axis.  And as Y = 25th letter of English Alphabet, we get that 2 + 5 = 7.  So the Y-Axis is related to opening the Seven Seals and this is linked to 65 (from the 365 and where 65 is the ultimate amount of dimensions there are).  So this links ABRAXIS to the Vertical Axis which is part of the Ultimate dimension where you find the The New Jerusalem.

 

So ABRAXIS related to both ways, the illusionary one and the real one.  This is the first “word/name” I found that are lingering in both circumstances.

And sometimes I am Sagittarius and sometimes Capricorn, but the planet ruling Capricorn, is Saturn, the Lord of Time.  And what am I doing with the times?

But about ABRAXAS is said the following:

 Abraxas , also known as Abrasax, is a Gnostic solar deity associated with Yahweh, Mithras and the Celtic Belenus, as well as Yeshu (Jesus). Amulets and seals bearing the figure of Abraxas were common in the second century, and were used as recently as the thirteenth century in the seals of the Knights Templar.

He carries a whip and shield, called wisdom and power, respectively. Abraxas is occasionally depicted driving a chariot drawn by four horses, which representing the four elements.

The word Abraxas was first proposed by the Alexandrian Gnostic scholar Basilides, and is created using the first letters of the names of the seven visible planets. Gematrically , the letters in Abraxas add to 365, the number of days in a solar year, and the number of Aeons, or divine emanations, in Gnostic cosmology. Each of the seven letters represents one of the seven planetary powers.

Church father Tertullian, speaking of Basilides’ description of Abraxas :

“Afterwards broke out the heretic Basilides. He affirms that there is a supreme Deity, by name Abraxas, by whom was created Mind, which in Greek he calls Nous; that thence sprang the Word; that of Him issued Providence, Virtue, and Wisdom; that out of these subsequently were made Principalities, powers, and Angels; that there ensued infinite issues and processions of angels; that by these angels 365 heavens were formed, and the world, in honour of Abraxas, whose name, if computed, has in itself this number. Now, among the last of the angels, those who made this world, he places the God of the Jews latest, that is, the God of the Law and of the Prophets, whom he denies to be a God, but affirms to be an angel.”

And linked to Abraxis, is the cult of a dying God – see especially in modern life, the work of Nietche, where he wrote his little madman story in this modern life (other than the ages so close to where Christianity started) that the madman runs onto the plane and shout out:  “we have killed God”.  But this was a story that grabbed me by the soul and I found a little resemblance of this in the work of a South African writer, called NP van Wyk Louw, where the “Real” is plastered beneath layers and layers of illusional stuff.   But what is said of the old “cult” of a dying God, but now for me is linked to the God that is dead as in claimed by Nietche’s little story of his madman running out on the plane telling everybody that we have killed God, is said the following:

Jeanne La Pucelle, known to us today as Joan of Arc, the maid of Orleans, was neither a witch nor a saint, but by curious circumstances her life and death fulfilled the requirements of both. Whether or not it was conscious to this brave and unique woman that she was doing so, for a short time she became the divine king of France, and her death became more than a simple act of martyrdom. It became the ritual act of the cult of the dying god.

The cult of the dying god is described by Sir James Frazer in his mammoth work The Golden Bough, and is further elaborated by other scholars, most notably Dr. Margaret Murray in her books The Witch-cult in Western Europe and The God of the Witches. Although today Murray is considered to have been somewhat of a crack-pot and her works have been denounced by critics, the theory of the dying god is historically accurate, and examples of it are predominant throughout history. The cult of the dying god was a highly important dogma of early, pre-Christian societies, one that was so strong that it continued well into the Christian era, and in some primitive countries into the 20th century. The belief was simple: a god or a deity could become incarnate, or be manifested into a man, a woman, or an animal, and that the incarnate god must die in order to guarantee continual life and fertility for the world.

But my question is just, what if that god that incarnated, survive the death in order to reset a button for the world history, if world history is coming to a point where it is “full”?  (And the word “full” is made up from the word “fulfilled”).  What if Everything is “Fullfilled” and no more life for this planet or Solar System or the Whole of Creation is necessary anymore?  What if the ALL is Fulfilled to such extend that there is no more life continuance necessary Anywhere?  Not on this planet, not in our Solar System, nowhere in the Whole of Creation?

Anyway…

 

REGARDS

Renee

16/04/2008 11:40AM (cell’s time) 11:37AM (computer’s time) where the Last Time ENDS on a 37 or (CY) or “see why”.

Abnormal also Normal and Normal also Abnormal.

This is the Second Letter of Lore171 .

 

10/04/2008 18:40 (cell’s time) 6:37PM (computer’s time) where from the date and the First Time we have the day and month and the minutes of the First Time as 10 or 1 and 4 and 40 or 4, which gives 144.  From the year and hour of the first Time we have

2 + 8 = 10 and the hour is 18 hours or 6PM and 10 + 6 = 16, my cell link to Linda, which make this letter another “straight from Avalon to The White Lion”.  The minutes of the Second Time give a 37 or CY (see why) and from both the hour and the minutes of the Second Time we have 6 + 3 + 7 = 16.  Which just underline the “straight from the Avalon to The White Lion”.

 

Dear Lore

 

I just want to share a note with you now, one that came up because I had a conversation with a friend where we discussed this thing of how psychiatry is actually at the bottom of the ladder of the world of opposites.  As everything is either normal or abnormal, nothing else.  So let me give you this note:

 

10/04/2008 10:47 AM

 

To know what is abnormal, you must first know what is normal.  From the Oxford Dictionary I got on page 1337, the 2nd column, the 3rd word and the 2nd part of the 2nd explanation of the word “normal”:

 

“…constituting, conforming to, not deviating or differing from a type or standard”.

 

From the word conforming I got the following from the Dictionary on page 368, the 1st column, the 10th word and 4th explanation of the 10th word:

 

To follow in form or nature”.

 

But if you look at mankind, who are the ones actually captured in this state of mind of the world of opposites, and you look at the thumbprints, each person has his own separate thumbprint which make every human being separate, and also different from one another. 

 

But from normal’s end result in the Dictionaries, we get that to be normal, is to follow in form – and with the thumbprints differing, thumbprints (from every human being) are not following in form.  So nobody/nothing “normal” (from that for normal, the pattern has to follow in form).

 

If nothing normal, then “normal” are also nothing as no one equal one another which make everyone different.  So all that is left, is that everyone is abnormal as nothing/(n)0(ne) are normal.  This make it seem like that human kind are on the surface seemingly normal, but actually they are all abnormal.  What this say that although everyone abnormal, that is normal – for everyone to be abnormal.

 

So normal = nothing, but normal also relate to abnormal, which make abnormal equal normal and normal equal nothing (or 0).  So then abnormal also = nothing.  This gives that normal = nothing/0 and abnormal = nothing/0.

 

So, as every single human being is abnormal and no one normal, then psychiatry not necessary as everybody already abnormal and it is not necessary to diagnose them being abnormal in any way.

 

And the symbol for nothing is 0.  So for the opposites {normal;abnormal} and both related to 0, we have {0;0}, the point of balance for these opposites of normal and abnormal.

                                                                                                          10/04/2008 11:03AM

(And 1 + 1 = 2 and 2 + 3 = 23 – the day of Linda’s birthday).

 

So another opposite has been discovered to its point {0;0}, the point of balance which is necessary for the 47 level that leads to the New Jerusalem.  It seems we are moving up the ladder – the vertical Axis that is a kind of symbolism of the radius of a circle and a circle – see page 23 of “Anatomy of the Soul” of Rebbe Nachman of Breslov.  And the note ended on time 23.  But the minutes of the time the note started, is 47, the level which will be used to the Golden Pave Middle Way to The New Jerusalem, but also 47 gives from the 4 a 22 and then the 7 with the 22 gives 22/7 combination, or PI.

 

Anyway…

 

REGARDS

Renee

10/04/2008 19:08 (cell’s time) 7:05PM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have 19 + 8 = 27, which is related to 111 or the “reveal/revelation/insight”.  From the Second Time we have 7 + 5 = 12, the number of fulfillment.

 

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