Thoughts18
08/08/08 21:30 or 9 + 3 = 12 (the number of fulfilment)
I have written a letter to The White Lion Global Trust a while ago. The time I started the letter, showed 20:26. (Or 8:26PM or 8:8).
And I said to them as I was busy writing to them there my parents were downstairs watching Noot vir Noot on TV and the guest singer was singing: “I am loving Angels instead” by Robbie Williams.
And then I said to them I have to take only one step and it will put the ball on the roll for funds from Planet Save (of the Internet group Blueworld) to the White Lions. But something is stopping me.
Then I had to answer what do I think of Hunting? And my head went into overdrive and I could not help thinking but what is the relevance of saving the planet or giving healing to the planet. I know I am looking for the Origin and End, the Balance of these, but at this stage – who do these people want to save the planet from? As everybody is up in arms about saving the planet – from themselves or the guy next door? So from who do they want to save the planet from – these 6.5 billion people in this world, from who do they want to save it from? Or do they want to save it (for/from) God/Creator? As it seems everybody else are innocent and want to help save?
And now, even more ridiculous – how are people saving the planet? And you won’t believe this answer – money and having babies (multiplying)! I wrote the word “money” slowly! With nothing else than money (and making babies or multiplying) are humankind believing that the way to save the planet is this way, with money and lots and lots of people – as they are not allowed anything else to think! But this is not as ridiculous as to who the planet want to be saved from (before we know it, it might be money and those babies), but the Divine Spark in having so much people on the planet, if disaster struck one place, then the rest of the world won’t have to each take out millions of dollars to help those that was in the disaster, as if everybody (as we are now beginning to become masses) just give 10 dollar, then those in the disaster can be helped. And so we go on with every disaster, the masses and money take care of the people who was caught up in the disaster. So it is not for nothing that money and masses of people are the answer to disasters, should there be disasters to bring everything to the point where the planet can raise her vibrations to such extend as is necessary. (And the money and masses we think is part of the problem, well, it is part of the answer as well, as it might just unite the world if everyone have to give a small share to help his fellow mate that was in a huge disaster!)
And as I said: Does the planet need saving and healing? Or is it just our MANY (as we are many and we are even getting more than many now) little beliefs?
(Maybe these Lions do need money to survive. And maybe because of my humanness do I pay a debit order each month to those Lions – as every cent (so I believe), helps. I have already seen how money is not only the cause but also the answer to disasters)
Because of fossilized customs we want to save the planet and we believe everything needs healing – even the planet and who knows what else? But why? I have already written a Lore how our world fell into the trap of being “in need”. It always or someone always needs resque/healing. But we became like this because everyone wanted to deliver a service to stay alive or earn money. People did things for one another as a service and later on they paid each other for that. An old fossilized custom that keeps this planet in a “I need (something/healing)” position according to man and his needs. And when the planet “needs” something, it is probably healing – we all need to heal. As healing is all we know how to help because of fossilized customs.
But when are we going to start Thinking? When are we going to challenge fossilized customs? I have revealed many of them in the Lore’s and Thoughts. But how much more is necessary to get people to Think for a change, and most of all, accept it? I want to know why I need healing? I cry, but I cry to my Creator to show me the Divine Spark in the situation. And that happened to the money and billions of people on the planet – explaining their Divine Spark. And I was amazed!
But the ones that can hold back a united world is the following: fossilized customs manifest in catch22 situations, in appearances, in the state of mind of being in a world of opposites and last but not least: perceptions. When are we going to review these events in our lives on this planet and in Creation? Or are we just too stupid to even think about it, let alone realize it?
But then I come to the part even more crazy. A lot of people want to heal the planet as well. They are doing all kinds of “stuff” to do this healing processes. But my belief is that WE ARE ALL FISHING IN THE DARK doing this!
What does the planet need healing for? Do they know what healing it is that it require? Do they even know at all if healing is required? What kind of healing are they using to do this healing exercises? But mostly it is meant in the best of intentions.
Then there is the raising of the vibration of the planet. All because WE ARE FISHING IN THE DARK and have no clue what we are messing with?
But that is not my problem, just something that ran through my mind.
My problem personally is that I want to find Origin and End – whatever is going on in between is irrelevant at this stage. As I am not seeking to save the Planet or to heal the planet or humankind or enlighten the world. I am seeking The Balance. The Balance of Origin and End. I want to go back to the NO-thingness!
And yesterday I was feeling terrible because it was actually 3 months after my dog’s death. And he therefore died on 7/5, but his birthday is on 23/10, but if you add from 7/5 on to 23/10, the period is 16 days and 5 months. And as 1 + 6 = 7, it gives another 7/5. But 7 + 5 = 12 and as the 7/5 and 7/5 both have got something to do with time, 12 times 12 equal 144.
And as I was sitting downstairs thinking this, I realized certain words a girl on Kyknet on the TV was singing. She was saying (in Afrikaans), that she wishes that whatever her friend wrote down – that time can pass for it all to come true, all the words he wrote.
And I realized – as I realized that the light on 7 of the photographs of 15 photographs (all about the Bosveld Loerie or known in Afrikaans as the Kwevoel), have got a “purple aura” in them, that this purple aura is linked to my dog, Charlie, my Chihuahua dog who probably watched with me today on 8/8/8 the opening of the Olympic Games in China’s Beijing.
But if you look at “purple aura”:
From “purple”
P = 16 (7), U = 21 (3), R = 18 (9), P = 16 (7), L = 12 (3), E = 5. And 7 + 3 = 10 + 9 = 19 and 1 + 9 = 10 and 10 + 7 = 17 and 1 + 7 = 8 + 3 = 11 or 2 + 5 = 7
From “aura”:
A = 1, U = 21 (3), R = 18 (9), a = 1. And 1 + 3 = 4 + 9 = 13 or 4 + 1 = 5.
This is another 7/5 or a 12,12,12. Confirmation of fulfillment . And further I discovered and remembered that as a kid I would take the (t)Horn of a Rose stem and pull it off and put it on my nose and play I am a Rhino. But I have already written about the Rhino who’s Horn has to be cut off in order for him to be saved (it was called: Scorned to be Saved). And in this letter it was also shown how the Rhino’s Horn is linked to the East of Africa and if the horn is cut off, the nose of the Sphinx has broken off as well. So now the Rose has been linked to the sphinx (by way of the (t)Horn), not only in the previous letter, but now also by way of the rose (“t”Horn), the rhino (Horn) and the nose of the Sphinx (that has broken off).
And I was woken this morning at 2:22AM and cried about my dog. But that is better now as I realize that the (Kwevoels I believed came to warn me about my dog’s death on that Weesak Full Moon weekend). But now my dog is revealing himself in form of being an “aura” on the photographs with them. He is trying very hard to show me he is with me!
8/8/8 22:16 or 22/7 or PI. But PI is linked to 47 and 407 or 704 is the DOG GOD numbers.
THE IMPOSSIBLE DREAM
2008/08/13 16:30
Nothing has ALWAYS been there. But of “always” is said on page 51, the 3rd column the 8th word (this gives a 38 – the CH)
“3. STILL,…, now, in any or every circumstance, anyway”.
And then on page 2020 of the Oxford Dictionaries, the 2nd column the LAST word in this column:
“Motionless, stationary, remaining in the same position; ..photograph”.
And the Balance between Origin and End is with the emphasis on End. And the End of Everything will only leave behind something like a “photograph”. And it will fade away to inevitably become something new again, a new Origin again. As this Origin only exists because the End has faded. And that is ALL!!
Like if the Polar Bear goes into extinction – something is lost, but something new is gained, something without the past and that is something different. As what is something from the past, will be the faded End, so Origin comes from something that has faded to such extend it never existed. So the NO-thingness comes then from a past of never existed, which is the rise of the “new” Origin. Which in turn will turn out to be a faded End, or a non existence.
That is ORIGIN – THE FADED END CAUSE AN ORIGIN.
And this is the only way to understand “Origin”. And the Faded End (like a faded photograph) giving birth to a new Origin, is coming together in the NO-thingness.
2008/08/13 16:38
26/08/08 or 08/08/08 13:18
The End before The Origin of Everything, was the “photograph” of nothing. This ended as it faded and something had to come into origin, namely something. And something was within nothing. But then something faded into an End session again and therefore came to an End and a new Origin had to come into being, as something faded and something new had to be in Origin, it had to be something linked to something. But it could not be something again – as something already faded in End and something new was to come into Origin now. So the something Originated again and something’s inverses came into Origin. And that is how duality was started inside nothing.
But because something is surrounded by nothing, it is “inside” nothing and because it do not have an inverse counterpart, it could not become nothing again (which is not an option for duality).
So that is why the inverse of something came into being, by still being something – as it was the only thing that could come into being with an inverse where both the name (in this case, something) as its inverse, is called something.
So something had to become Everything in order for Everything to be something.
And for something and something’s inverse to be fulfilled (in order to reach End again), something eventually had to become Everything – which was the birth of the act of Creation.
And that is why Everything will also eventually reach End for another Origin to begin.
26/08/08 or 08/08/08 13:27 (And both the Beginning and End of The Impossible Dream have time a 13 hours or 1PM and a 9 or a 19. But from the date we have that 8 + 8 + 8 = 24 or 2 + 4 = 6, which gives a 19/6 – the day I got shot on).
And the most Serious part of All written up to now, is between The Desert and The Deep Blue Sea. And it is send out into this world on 17(8)/08/08.
The Legacy of The White Lion of Judah 
